I was at this all girl school and this person that didn’t look familiar at all kept passing by me in the hallways, once when she passed by she said “oh Maria, when are we going to stop this awkward thing” I was really confused, but she kept walking “we both look at each other and then look away” she just smiled and then kept walking, leaving me with that thought. Next time I saw her I said “I need to talk to you” I held her hand and brought her out into the nearby field. Nobody could see us. I struggled to get the words out because I felt bad, “I’m..I don’t really know how I know you.” she immediately looked hurt.. “I’m sorry! I just – I can’t figure it out” she walked away slowly but my hand was still attached to hers “no come on, I really need to know” and I hung on to her, not allowing her to leave. She looked me in the eyes and started bringing up all these memories that seemed to click in my mind and make me say things like “oh yea!”. she apparently was a great childhood friend or something. I apologized again for the confusion and she began forgiving me saying “heh, it’s alright, it happens” she flashed a smile at me. I think I was starting to like her.. she was so forgiving, so sweet. She had little short hair. Her face was glowing and beautiful. She leaned in to kiss me.. my hands grabbed her waist and brought her closer. Her soft lips against mine.. We kissed a lot.. Nobody could see us out in the field. I think these kind of things would be ‘frowned upon’ or not permitted in this school.

After that I somehow like suddenly forgot what she looked like, and I was freaking out trying to find her. It was strange.. There would be a huge room just for girls to shower in and change.. all clearly able to see each other. I never really thought anything of it. Anyways, I woke up one morning and went to the showers.. I was trying to find that girl.. that girl that I kissed the other day.. That girl that I’m falling for.. But I couldn’t remember what she looked like. There was this one chick that said “hey Maria..” as she took off her clothes and got into the shower. I didn’t really pay attention because I was like hyperventilating, unable to find the girl of my dreams (literally =P). The next morning the exact same thing happened.. I raced into the shower trying to find her, still in my pajamas, that one chick again said “hey Maria” I actually looked at her this time, saw her smile, and then finally realized that that was her! That was the girl I was crushing on. I went into the shower towards her.. still in my clothes, so wanting to kiss her right there but then I knew that would jeopardize everything, because this has got to keep a secret, our secret. I leaned in and whispered in her ear “you look so hot right now..” she flashed her beautiful smile again. For some reason she was stripping when she was already in the shower, getting her clothes wet as well. I saw her tits, her nice petite tits, I wanted to do so many things to her right then.

I woke up, the dream ended. I tried to go back to sleep, wanting it to continue, but of course that never works..

Anyways, this morning I feel like I’m more lesbian than ever. I feel like it just clicked after that dream. That passion wasn’t just a dream, I feel like I could provide that for a girl. I definitely like girls, but I’ve been trying to figure out whether I’m bisexual or full out lesbian. But like I said, I feel like it just clicked after that dream. O_o

If you want to start wearing make up today, wear it.

If you want to treat yourself to nice steak, with an all dressed baked potato and only a tiny portion of salad, treat yourself.

If you want to wear skinny jeans, wear them.

If you like guys instead of girls, like guys instead of girls.

What if you had showers at night instead of in the morning?

What if you didn’t shave today?

What if you bring yourself a lunch to school everyday instead of buying?

What if you’re more than 120 pounds?

What if you wanted to dye your hair an extreme colour?

What if.

Who the hell cares?

I know i don’t.

~I’ll forgive, but I’ll never forget.

-I don’t just turn heads, I break necks! Don’t break ya neck lookin’ at my curves, ’cause you can’t have what you don’t deserve! I won’t mess with your head Or play with your heart, Because I’m a real girl And I finish what I start. I’m not a lie, I’m not an illusion, I’m a princess, so whats the confusion?

-Aerodynamically the bumblebee shouldn’t be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn’t know that so it goes on flying anyway

-The best way to gain self-confidence is to do what you are afraid to do.

-It ain’t what they call you, it’s what you answer to.

-Always act like you’re wearing an invisible crown.

-You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You’re on your own. And you know what you know. You are the guy who’ll decide where to go.

-Knock the “t” off the “can’t.”

-she was the best friend there ever could be

she used to be best friends with only me

now someone else has taken my place
it feels like a stinging slap right on the face

-I miss you so much..

you were my best friend
Even though we were little
my memories of us will never end

-I wanna act like nothing’s botherin me

Like everything’s terrific

I got a couple problems with people
I won’t get specific.

-[no more games . no more drama]

when you wanna be real gimme a holla

-Another lesson learned.

Better know your friends

or else you’ll get *burned*

-What goes around comes around.

That’s what people say.

so all the pain you caused me
will come back to you someday.

-Some people don’t deserve the

memories you share with them

-To the ones who chose to stab me

in the back, stay fake. You always were.

-The only difference between your

-friends and your enemies is you
know who your enemies are.

-When shit goes down, sides are taken.

-That’s when you find out who
is real and whose faking.

you talk it. we live it.

you’re jealous. admit it.

-stop throwing shit on my name, what did i ever do to you?

-Sometimes, someone says something really small and it just fits right into this empty place in your heart.

-just when you thought you were the center of attention

we showed up

-Anybody who told you to be yourself simply couldn’t have given you worse advice…

-If you took an IQ test, the results would be negative.

-You’re so fake, Barbie is jealous.

-Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but you’re abusing the privilege.

-Why don’t you slip into something more comfortable…like a coma.

-http://quotekiss.com/quotes/